bad luck day

today i down on luck ley........
saw someone at lot 1 *dulanz* *dulanz* *dulanz*

well anyway went to simei ite....
it's very very very big opp. to expo
very cool too....
we took wrong bus when we wanted to take bus home... and went to changi villiage
we saw few dudes holding hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we took other bus to tampinese, i was in cold sweat + giddy due to the long traveling time on bus....... so sad......

kinda tired.. so just stop my story here and continue other days.... :p

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today i just wanted to dig a hole and hide there...
rem of things... bad things....
rem of how it start and end....
i dun wan to think but it's like night mare keep haunting me...
however i run it's useless... man.....
if i can forget everything it will be the best way..

not a good day

today it's not a good day
why because they doing a celebration for july babies and.......
well just that the surpise didn't turn out as planned and that
the girls are crying include me too

a stressful day

today so damn stressful...
wake up.. get scolding my mum ask me to withdraw from school
later i went out to meet my friends to take my books and so on...
we were fooling around at Jp...
later on my way home... i phoned my friends, boon mei.
just to find out she lost her necklace, a diamond one.
who was crying like mad...
later find out she actually leave it at home *giggle*
but before that she keep mention that she want to die...
i have been talking to her about this issuse of commiting suicide for 3 plus years
wonder when will she stop thinking about dying life is so percious!!!!
tomorrow shall i go out to meet them? guess it will be another stressful day if i do go out with them... -.-"

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today i went to shop around with my classmate and i saw a old time friend...
she changed alot...
they will change alot when compare to what they are last time...
but i'm still the same...
they look more mature..
my classmate thought she's 24+++ like that..
arg....
we chat abit and i start to wonder
am i really still the same?
i didn't done much too...
still same having the same o lvl cert just that i'm now doing Biz it in ITE
grades are just so-so...

maybe i will change in few more years... let's just hope so...

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what the....
everyday i go school attend 1 hour class only...
think because i late ba...
but today same!!!
don't know why... feel so tired these days...
can't seem to rest enough...
saturday my friend asking me to go out ley... donno should i go or not sure tio suan till i cry de la...
they very mean keep suan me de... then hor keep jio me ask me drink also...
lol....
tml sure cannot late la... if late dun need go liao...
like yesterday see wrong time table reach school 5 to 10 min school end super bad la...

my bday coming soon le... so sianz...
don't like it very much...
didn't really celebrate 3 years le...
3 year back my grandpa die just abt 1 week b4 my bday...
i going hospital to visit him and i didn't know where and
my friend offer to company me search for it...
i wait for her at mrt station for about 1 hour then we travel there...
when i reach my grandpa passed away.... just pass away somemore...
then my relative all ask me why i so late no send my grandpa away...
my cousin bring me see my grandpa corpse...
later i follow them back to where my grandpa live... and so on...
when i tell my friend abt my grandpa had pass away in normal way...
they though i joking and make a joke out of it la...
coz i already feel very bad the 1st few day funeral i didn't even shed a tears
but when they say that i cry on spot..

hai....

hee hee

~~~~ my today refer to 3rd july wor~~~~~~~~



today at home whole day...
wake up at 12 plus
play CO again...
Kt scold me say that i'm too mad about games... lol
Kt keep ask me wear skirt show him.... omg... strang guy...
he is really crazy about jay sia... wanted to watch inital D so much
and he want my magz + door hanger... but i collect it de how can give him ley?
sad sad... he keep accuse me of not keeping promise... *stressed*

someone keep ask me about when is my bday!!!
my bday ez rem... 2X july lol......
let him guess hao le!!!! :p

today CO so lag make me very sianz
so i go sim2 create new family got BQ, TB and me ( WT)
BQ and TB and spouse wor... both guy ley... dunno can hv gay marriage!!!
lol... so fun...


seen like i never mention abt my in game hubby at all :x
he's sweet, nice, cute (gwen told me)
but i argee la he very nice... lol nice to everyone
we xchange alot picture today...
he very joker... kekekeke always make me laught sia....
shhh.... cannot talk about him too much here he will read my blog :x
dear write blog also ley!!! :p



but today keep remember of bad things la... that stupid thing!!!
overall still ok la... keke...
wa... gonna be panda in sch le... *yawnz*

please understand me...

well actually i was going out with friends today
my old friends
kinda miss them well
one of them need to do project so it's cancel...
we plan to watch intial D or how you spell that?
starting jay chou edison and so on...
anyway we make another plan is that we either watch on tuesday or wednesday..
after that another friend sms me asking me to watch with her and a guy the same movie
i told her i'm broke but she insist of me going..
the guy wanted to treat me but i reject
she and that guy was the sarcastic type of person and she comment that since it's free and why i don't accept and that i'm a person who accept all these..
make me piss off by what she say and remind me of things they comment on me...

like the vcd stuff, i asked her to lend me a anime and she promise but telling me it belong to the guy and it's okie to lend me..
few weeks later i ask her have she finish with the anime she told me she had return and that guy( he's around) say that it belong to his friend and had return.. and that he don't want to lend me i can't do anything too
so i tell my friend you promised even if can't lend me jsut tell me...
they both join "force" and bully me and tease me saying that it's my promblem...

so i just told her that i don't anyhow accept things from people.. and i stay firm with my point so without any choice she hang up the phone after pester me from few mins...

today i have been play CO whole trying to earn some money lol...
and join in chat with my in game husband shifu...
they are cute!!! the way they quarrel of coz.. ^^

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omg i'm feeling very tired today!!!

i wake up at 6 plus thinking it's early went back to bed...
got a sms from my ex telling me that he doze off last night when we are sms-ing each other...
and telling me that he going to escort murderer... to court...
sound scary... hope he will be on he's guard...
i reach school quiet late about 1/2 an hour after lesson start..
we try out some codes for cold fusion i manage to do it with some help of course!!

after lesson ended i saw one of my classmate..
yesterday she laught at me been soooooo late for sch
well at least i sit on the chair in class :X

after that we went to eat in canteen and decide to go to sim lim sq 1st
then went to orchard!!

on the way we keep playing and i twist till my leg(when i rush to school in the morning i hurt my knee).... the same leg... so careless of me...

we shop till 5 plus and went home...
when i reach home i play CO!!! lol
and gain a level... ^^

but i did stupid thing in co spend off all my money so now i'm poor!!!

sad sad

today i break my recorde i late today...
i reach there then lesson end can go home..
didn't even sit on the chair more then one min!!!!
then i went off to jurong point with shemaine my classmate
we went to jpw...
buy ��煎��
she really really so patience
i think for me i will give up after fixing 2 pcs!!! :x
hope tomorrow i won't be late again...