how i wish i would slp one whole weeks

2 day nv up date my blog le
nvm today i come upload
sunday nitez i couldn't sleep
i spend the whole nitez cooking food to eat
walking around and stare at tv till ard 5 i go to bath....
den i straigh go school
feeel so giddy and tired but but sleepy
strange...
well nvm...
then at nitez i slept at 1 plus am
wake up at 6+ ( someone gv me a morning call ^_^)
and then i went back to sleep when i reali wake up at's 8
i missed 1st two lesson...
i had some great time in sch toking abt role playing ^_^
and after sch i went out with frien till 7
then i go home

super tired

had nightmare again... :~(
wonder when all these will stop?
does she want me to tell her story?
sleep few hour less then 8 hour today
been doing tarot reading for someone regarding her love life
for an hour!
yes, i'm a tarot reader.
been into tarot for some times and skill have been rusty
well nvm about this part.
after doing an hour reading i felt super tired...
donno why...
even till now i'm still very tired..

just hope tonight i won't dream of her again

sianz ah....

ah....
so sianz...
miz him alot....
dunno how is he doing?
dunno why today think abt all my exs.....
so sad hor...
but i learned to look at the positive side le la...
so nvm le la... ^_^
muz learn back my tarot reading ^_^

hommie day

i slept at 2 am last nitez and wake up at 1 pm today :D
began to used to this lifestyle
soon sch starting again
actually was going out with frien but she didn't call me
so... nvm....
i played CO again today and was downloading hoverbroad
wanted to try that game but not so sure izzit nice..
wanted to find a deck but don't what is the name of the deck :~(
it's okie
i'm sure i can find it!

boring

today i wake up at 10 then i rush to meet my classmate to do project...
then i 3 plus meet my friend at toa payoh we went to walk around and buy a acoholic drinks.
after that we went to look for tarot cards.
kind of boring day....
my way back home..
i listen to y.e.s 933
it's about love.
when i heard that.
i nearly cry...
the two couple are so close and loving....

when then will i find my HIM?
but i believe it's okay for me now...
i just wanted to study hard for my years in ite
complete and go to poly.
i don't really believe in luv now
for luv bring pains when problem arise.

tears are rolling down my cheek

haiz...
i just woke up
been talking with my buddy over the phone last night
still very sleepy
she's in a bad mood
because her brother don't allow her to use the comp.
we talk about our primary school friends and our pass away friend.
maybe later i shall go for jogging.........

just remember the day we quarrel
althought it have passed long ago
but it just seem like yesterday!
it's like we were so loving a min ago but now we are enemies.
but it's okie to me cuz you anit good to me too
i will try, try and forget you.
but i won't wanted to hate you because i know that
if i hate you means i really love you too much in the past!

let me try to post the picture of the sweet moment when he and me are together!!

my 1st entry

erm...
i dunno how to start it...
this is the 1st time i using this....

i really miss my hamster alot....
remember when i broke off with all my ex
she always by my side but not now...
:~(
i miss u!!!

today i went to out playing badminton with my friend
she changed alot!
keep comment how lousy people are
then later she force me to play basketball with her even knowning that
i hate basketball
used to get hit by basketball...
then she told me that going out with me are boring
what i only like to go shopping!
hey come on my friend
we so long no contact already
i don't really like shoppig aimlessly

anyway
i did try to tell her off
i told her to change her attitude towards people
she treat people like her maid
that's how i used to behave long ago!
when i saw her attitude now it's like i saw my ownself in the past...
hope she will change after what i told her. ^_^