Thursday, July 26, 2007

going on of the list...

been busy with school so i won't update daily...

.... my mouse spolit....
in a funny way... the left click not working... the rest working well...
oh fine....

got a mouse from my bro, since he had extra mouse...
save money.... hahaha~ :p


my birthday cake~~~


and my bday present~



thanks to fen, SherMaine, hui, min min and mama kim :x

*muack* lots of love~~

we forgot to take photos.... >.<

thanks to CherMaine n' syirah for the tarts and cake ( although i didn't eat the cake)

and the others....

oh 1 more important person......

stephy ang!!!! she might read this if i didn't mention her she might get jealous~~ :p

this class currently i'm in is fun, they are a group of people that can hang out with...

but we going to change class soon....

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

define of what s unluck

forget to update my blog these days,
let me define what is bad luck... really down on luck...

1st: step till shit..... and i mean dog's shit.
2nd: step till things and cut your leg.
3rd: bring calculator to school for test and it run out of battery.
4th: someone vomit in train, and some of are on your leg and shoes.

i hope the list won't go on...

a msg to Shermaine, hui hui and fen:
my birthday wish this year is that we all get a bf ( i wanted to exclude myself but to be fair.... ).

Thursday, July 19, 2007

suay suay suay day

today super bad luck....
science ut so hard and i bring calculator but no batt.... :(
ARG.......

stupid stupid stupid.....

hahahaha

and someone tell me she don't want go school tml..... then i will start to pity myself.... haha...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

new bg song

i changed my song.... abit funny two post today...
this song is for someone or few body... because of some reasons....
i like this songs too... nice~~~
anyway here's the lyric

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

1 - As we go onWe remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)

random photo post

random photo post for the day.....
there seem to have a problem with my post yesterday..... so far i only notice that the date isn't shown....

is this the sun or?????
the ans is........ it's moon just look at the quality of the photo.... LOL
nightmode sucks with my hp camera.. :p
but it's nice view isn't it?












a photo took an hour after she's born.... ok now she's 1 month old...
anyway congratz to my cousin, your baby girl sooooo cute....










the W2.... the block that i'm from.... but what's the white thing on the "2" ?
no idea.....












no matter how you look it's still the same.... as in this degree or after a 180 degree turn.











my beautiful school... hahaha.... it's nice in the photo...
but.... it's not when u are standing there.... hahaha




























it's one of my present from the past... still as clean as it is....
hey you look i did take care of it ok? :p

rp sucks

shit..... school sucks yes school sucks...........!!!!!!!!!!
keep test test test....

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lol~~~
ok ok actually it's school sucks....
so moody these days....... coz of.........
don;t want mention it here that person that XXXXX and XXXXX might read my blog!! so..... i write in book diary then.... HAHAHA.....

Monday, July 02, 2007

funny me

isn't it funny or even shameful to tell people that you cry when you read your own blog?

i cry when i read mine, when i read all about the stuff i blog about my grandmother.
at times when i think about her i couldn't cry, not because of what, it's because the pain is so geat that tears can't even help.

the greatest pain in the world isn't about feeling pain yet you put up a smile it's that you feel so hurt yet there's isn;t any tears. in simple form, wanted to cry but no tears.

why am i so emotion today?

below my block there's a funeral...
chanting every night...

remind me of my grandmother...

how do we actually define pain?
pppppppaaaaiiiinnnnnnn

does memories really stay forever?
will i forget about this pain one day?
as there's a saying time heal all wound...