fucking life!

ARG!!!!
i really really piss off with life!!!
why do life have soooooo many regret?
do people really regret when something bad happen?

yesterday i went shop for xchange gift still can't find any....
plan to shop again today.
but..

my grandma had a fall....
in really really bad condition....
my aunt only find out few hour later...

went to visit her just now...
when i call her, she didn't have any reaction...
her left body can't feel anything now...
blue black all over...
she seem to slim down alot... to bones now...
her jaws like dislocated
her hand are wraped in something,
maybe her bone cracked
she depend on oxygen tank now

she's in HDU, something like ICU.....

fine fine~
damn piss off now....
later my relative gonna quarrel over this for sure!!
damn them......
they only care about her when something happen...

few weeks back we just celebrate my granny birthday,
they even lost temper on her....
my granny cried that day....
she didn't even have cakes...

if they really quarrel,
shall i say something to them...
shall i scold them?
to them i'm too young to have a say...