today 1st day of school....
such a tired day....
not in good mood...

got 2 spread i got and someone help me to interpret the meaning....

1st why he leave....

The Lovers cards suggests that perhaps he had trouble deciding the kind of woman he wants. The 3 of Pents, in this instance reinforces that for me. I think he's looking for someone older or who has more experience, I'm going with that rather than that he's looking for someone younger. I'm not sure how old you are, but I'm getting a young-ish vibe from you. The Ace of Cups in reverse just confirms my belief that you need to let him go. I think he has a tendency to sabotage relationships and he just can't seem to be happy with anyone.

2nd overview of our relationship...

The relationship is not an equal partnership, there is no balance here, some is doing all the giving and the other is doing all the taking. The King of Cups in reverse suggests that there may have been some sort of overindulgence going on. Someone would fight and then start drinking? This is a very emotional and volatile person, very easily upset and his feelings end ego get bruised by simple remarks. The Nine of Cups is not suggesting to me that things will get better, but instead is telling me that if you want to get back together with him, be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it. This relationship doesn't seem like a very healthy one.

maybe i should juz let go...