life is a hassle

omg...
i feel that life is a hassle....
the reason i also don't know
feel that it's like breaking down...
again today i cry....
feel like i'm a crying baby now....

when will i stand up again
and face the world
and all my trouble!! anything!!!
and ask them to fuck off from my life?

it's breaking down...
i always thought i had control over my own life
i can live the way i wanted it to be....
i'm so helpless now...

oh god...
am i having mental break down?
tell me what can i do?