defer of sch

so yea....

i'm gonna defer my school...

how i wish i'm able to study and grad together with my friends :(

school holiday admin into hospital for brain operation....
end up in HD...

i insist of removing all tube, so i can walk around and eat...
so i can go home earlier...

when i'm discharge i thought everything is over, but the worst news had come...

whatever strong will power i had...
i still become nothing...

zero will power...

let's hope my small small will power can help me through it...