nitemare..

what a nitemare i had today....
so scary...... >_<>_<

woooo
today talk to abang and went over to myspace to look at he's photo... LOL
I saw some blog i write years ago there so i shall move over here eh? HAHA~


Tuesday, November 18, 2003
fresh start

what's over are already over i shouldn't be thinking about the pass...
so i remove all my old post......looking forward......
Things will look more beauitful this way isn't it?although i really still love him.....
If i really love him,i should let him go off to find his happiness.
I let you go is because i too love you!
From today onwards i won't love you anymore! ^_^



Thursday, November 20, 2003
sad...........

yesterday.....
found out my ex have new gf le...
saded.......
but nvm.......
must try my best to forget him.....
the reason is that if i still keep "stick"to him it's unfair to that girl!!
kanbateh!!!! jia you!!!!! ^_^my new picture.........
everyone say i look so much older in this 1-2 month sad...........



Friday, November 21, 2003
finally!!!!!!

yes!!!!!
last paper today.......
so tired........ haven't since last nite........ :P~
throat pain again........ because i often throat pain.....cos i don't like to drink water..... blah......... ^_^



Tuesday, November 25, 2003
oh my god...........

after my last paper.....
i'm sick till now..... cough, sore throat, headache and flu......
even burn till myself..... all over injury...so bad luck eh?
haha~ but it's alright!!!! ^_^ small case only!!!



Tuesday, February 17, 2004
just to express my anger towards a job! :p

woah........
It have been age since i last log in and saw alot changes took place.....
these days i'm so busy......
getting ready for my o level (retook last yr again hope will pass!)then i looking for job and found one........
later felt i was under pay worker and no reason to give them for quiting job!so i show them attitude!! :p
come on just imagine working 12 hr per day and pay was like under 1k!
last time i work 8 hr per day my pay was much more then what i was getting this time!everyday doing cleaning!
yucks~

oh ya.... by the way i'm a sales person! Cleaning of cause is a must!
who will ever enter a dusty shop?
ever though i do cleaning every 2 to 3 day (always i do it so unfair!)
my shirt still keep on stain with dirt!I don't even have an hour break even for working 12 hour.

The job make me felt that 24hr isn't enough!you know why? working 12 hour per day left me with another 12 hour to spenddeduct 8 hour of sleeping time i onli left with 4 hourI spend lets say i spend 2 1/2 hour to and fro work place back homeI onli left 1 1/2 hour to relax myself!......Now i could rest my leg at home~ :p


Thursday, March 04, 2004
guys are strange

well... as like my topic....
before i was taking my o lvl.....
my ex wanted to teach me maths...
as i did badly for that so i agree... friends help each other am i right?
so when he was teaching me suddenly touch me and pat my head...
after teaching me maths he wanted to walk me home as he say he wanted to see the new supermarket near my place one so i agree...

on the way he ask me alot of qns like how my live and etc... then he suddenly hug me!!!
which shock me because he told me he have a gf nw...
somemore when we break he sae i no longer love me and won't regert breaking up with me.....well nvm abt it...

when i was working......he insist to meet me on lunar valentine day... he appear on my door steps..... and on our way to bus stop he was standing so near me!! when we are on the bus he ask for my hand say wat wan to see my hand... of cos i sae no!

when we reaching my work place he ask me to be his gf...... i reject too....

hey! nt i heartless okie?
we have been together for 1 1/2 year..... when we meet he dun even bother to talk to me..... say tons of hurtful things!!!

i will remember he say this : " i will never regret i break with you! i nv regret anything i decided and now i decide to break"well i guess this time he shall really regret!


Thursday, May 13, 2004
why can't they just leave me alone?

well, kinda sad that guys are so stubborn after repeating telling them
tat i'm not those type that will patch after a relationship turn sour.
to tell the truth,
i will still look back, seeing those happy memories they brought me...
continue being friends.....
well if i can't overcome the pain they brought me...so that's a bye bye for good.....
why can't they just let me off? they hurt me so deep... yet act like nothing had happen..... how much tears i shed for them are countless.... i'm really really tired.....

I wanted to scream this so much now, "PLEASE BE KIND ENOUGH TO LET ME GO! I'M KIND ENOUGH TO U ALL ALREADY! IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME JUST LEAVE ME ALONE DON'T MENTION ABOUT TIMES WE USED TO SPEND TOGETHER LAST TIME! IT WILL ONLY BRING BACK THOSE SAD MEMORIES!!!!!

Friday, November 26, 2004
A blur mistake i make

This week is my school exam week, end module exam.the waste things is that i though today paper is BFD ( one of my module) but actually is another module. Well lucky for me my classmate inform me about my mistake, but unluck for her friend as she heard i say it's BFD she went and study for that module.