learn to treasure things in life!!

been busy with projects!!!
had a strange dream about my granny that she actually recover
and celebrate the upcoming chinese new year with us...
then she suddenly tell us, she cannot make it....

she always tell us that....
i from young will reply her....
granny you will live a long life.... you will out do me!!!

she was sent to hospital again...
actually can discharge on monday
but....

anyway we are told on tuesday that....
her life will end anytime....

granny,
although you hate me alot when i was very young,
used to scold me, hit me and pull my hair all the way home....
didn't feed me when i was crying for milk....

there are times that you are nice to me too....
gave me fishball.... fishcake...
bring me to playground,
buy me sweets and cakes....
tell me bed time story about a monster eat naughty children...
tell me to study hard....
and alot alot....

when i heard that you wake up one mid-night to look for me,
thinking that i was sleeping with you....
you walk around the house....
i nearly cry.....

i really wanted to bring you out to eat....
anything you want!

even like that time just take a cab down to bukit batok...
juz to eat bo bo cha cha....

juz let it happen once more....